Grandmom

So I just found out the other day that my gmom is in the hospital again. Right around thanksgiving she fell down the steps and cant walk anymore.

Well a couple of nights ago she woke up from a nap and forgot that she can't walk and fell. She fractured her hip and will be having surgery to fix it.

I feel, I guess you could say numb about it. Yes, I feel bad about it but I just haven't broken down and cried. I know if fox was here, and if he held me I probably would let it all out.

:update:

Gmom is doing well, she's home from the hospital finally. They had to do a partial hip replacement. I just hope this will help her feel more in her legs.