Over a month

I can't believe that I have been here for a month and two days already. I just hope that we can make some important decisions soon and I find a job.

Anniversary

Today is my 4 year and 9 month anniversary. I'm hoping to do something special later tonight. We will see.

2 days

In 2 days will be my anniversary with my love. 4 years and 9 months. I can't believe that we've been together for almost 5 years and now we're living together.

Messing up

All I feel that I'm doing is messing up here. I can't find a job so I'm stressing about that, don't want him to pay out for another car, don't know what's going to happen next month about our lease. I hope we can renew our lease and maybe talk with the landlord about if it's ok for me to start my own business online  without having to pay for a p.o. box. All I want to do is please fox and I feel like I'm failing at it. Goddess help me.

1st week

I can't believe that I have been here for a week already. I'm trying to take it one day at time and not stress out but it's easier said than done.

I worked on my resume and will need to send it to my mom's correct email so she can look it over. I'm trying to figure out what would be better, get a job first or get a car first then a job. Nothing is in walking distance from our place so that won't work. I just don't want him to regret me coming here.

Nervous

I know I just got her a few days ago but I'm nervous about finding a job and how I am going to get to it if I do get a job. I can't even start my crochet business cause our lease won't allow it, no idea why but so now I'm stumped. I just hope that we can figure something out soon and this move doesn't turn out to be a bad thing.

First full day

Had my first night in my new place last night. Today is my first full day in my new place. Put away most of the clothes I brought here. Going to go through 2 of the 3 boxes I sent here earlier. Trying to be productive since I don't have a job just yet.

Today's the day

It's 755 am when i wrote this and I'm flying to Las Vegas then to Reno. I'm taking a huge step flying to NV to be with the love of my life. I'm going to be away from everyone and everything I know. I just hope that this works out.

Almost

I leave in less than a week, 6 days! I still haven't gone through the basement yet, hopefully I won't have to buy another box. Please I really don't want to buy another box. But I have a feeling that I might. I can't believe that it's almost time for me to go to Nevada. Saturday is my going away party. I hope everyone who says they are coming will get to go.

2nd to last

Today is my 2nd to last day at work! Yep that means tomorrow is my last day. I can't believe that it's almost time to move. This is so crazy. I still have to finish going through my stuff down stairs and then pack the rest of my stuff that I have been using up till now but that will have to wait till like right before.

Oh man, now my anxiety is going all crazy. Luckily I have about a little over a week that I don't have to worry about going to work or anything. I'm going to relax this weekend and then start on what needs to be done before my flight.

Still have to figure out about my car, car insurance and tags. Move my boxes down to the basement so it's out of the way. Try to ship 2-3 more boxes before I move. Go see my grandparents and my father before I leave. Have my going away bar crawl. Then I will be spending the night over at my mom's bfs place since it's closer to the airport and my flight is an early flight, plus she will be taking me.

I  can't wait to start the next chapter in my life, and get to see what it is like to live with fox.

Wish me luck.

20 days!

Today is my brothers birthday and also 20 days till I move! I can't wait.

So anxious to get there and pray that it works out since I have no back up plan.

Moving

I put my two weeks in at work on Wednesday, so my last day will be August 14th. I can't wait and can't believe that it's almost time for me to join my future hubby. Hope everything works out how i/we want.

It's been awhile

So, I'm about to move from Maryland to Nevada next month. My last day at my job is in 4 weeks! I'm so excited but nervous. I've never been there or off the east coast in my life. I just hope that everything works out for me.

30

So I'm 30 years old now! Nowhere near where I thought I would be. However, I have a loving fiancé and roof over my head, a job and a car. I may be struggling to pay my bills but they are getting paid.

Still thought I would be married by now and possibly be either pregnant or had a baby. Hopefully this will change soon since my fiancé is finally coming back to the states.

Birthday coming

My 30th birthday is soon. I don't want to be 30. I just feel like my life should be at different point than it is now. I thought that I would be at least married and possibly be either pregnant or had a baby. I just hope things work out with fox and I so this will happen one day.

Happy holidays

Hope everyone had a nice holiday. Mine was crazy as always.

It's now 2015, and I'm just that much closer to my baby coming home. I'm so nervous and excited.

Still working at A.C.Moore but thinking about getting either a second job or find one that will guarantee me the hours I want/need before he comes home. However, if I were to get a second or a new job, I won't have time to spend with him. So, I think I'll try talking to my manager and see what if can give me more hours or something. I'm also going to redo my budget plan so I dont go broke with each paycheck, especially since I forgot to add in my car insurance payments lol. Can't wait to do my taxes cause that will help me out so much.

I'm thinking about starting a new business, mainly selling things I crochet. Just need the motivation to get started. Going to do hair, beauty and some outerwear accessories. Just hope I can make enough to sell to either break even or hopefully make a profit.