Over a month

I can't believe that I have been here for a month and two days already. I just hope that we can make some important decisions soon and I find a job.

Anniversary

Today is my 4 year and 9 month anniversary. I'm hoping to do something special later tonight. We will see.

2 days

In 2 days will be my anniversary with my love. 4 years and 9 months. I can't believe that we've been together for almost 5 years and now we're living together.

Messing up

All I feel that I'm doing is messing up here. I can't find a job so I'm stressing about that, don't want him to pay out for another car, don't know what's going to happen next month about our lease. I hope we can renew our lease and maybe talk with the landlord about if it's ok for me to start my own business online  without having to pay for a p.o. box. All I want to do is please fox and I feel like I'm failing at it. Goddess help me.

1st week

I can't believe that I have been here for a week already. I'm trying to take it one day at time and not stress out but it's easier said than done.

I worked on my resume and will need to send it to my mom's correct email so she can look it over. I'm trying to figure out what would be better, get a job first or get a car first then a job. Nothing is in walking distance from our place so that won't work. I just don't want him to regret me coming here.