Easter

Happy Easter to everyone who celebrates.

I'm going to meet up with some family and celebrate this stolen holiday. Yes, stolen. If you think I'm wrong, Google it. That is all.

Sad news

Just found out that my mother's boyfriend's father passed away last night. He was a nice, loving, and funny man. He will be greatly missed. May the goddess greet you with open arms and love, Carmen.

My love

Im so lucky to have my fiance. He knows just what to say to make me feel better. I know he will have my back. I just hope he knows that I will do the same. I fall in love with him more each day.

Frustrations

So I've been at my job for about 2 months now and im already looking for a new job, simply because I not picking it up fast enough when I only got a little bit to no training. Also, I need more pay and a guarantee of hours. Im making just enough to pay my bills since I'm not really paying rent. If I plan on getting an apartment by the end of the year, I need a better paying job.

I'm so frustrated that I can't find a job that pays well and is close to me and will give me full time hours. I thought this job was my ticket to getting my life on track but I guess not. I swear I feel like I take 1 step forward and 2 steps back. I hope I find a job soon.