I hate having these bad dreams, where my fiance and I have a big argument and on the point of breaking up. I always wake up before we do and have a mini panic attack. I wish I could either have him here to calm me down or that I could call him to have him calm me down. This separation is getting the best of me. I think if we had a stronger foundation I think it would be a little better.
We've only spent 2 months together, and it was not two solid months either, in the past 3 years. I've tried to explain that to him,and all I get is I know. "I know?" Are you kidding me? To make this work we need to spend time together, not apart. I need reassurance from him that everything will work out. I understand that this is the military and I don't have any real say in the matter but come on. If we were married and he gets stationed overseas, I can possibly go with depending on location. I just hope I get to see him soon.
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